Feeling just a little bit negative now

Doesn’t make sense but I’ll figure it out it’s cool

I just need a minute or two

I’m an evil insider threat to myself

Trading moments of heaven for minutes of hell it’s all good

I’d change it if I could

Self Sabotage is my Christian name

I’m the winner and the loser I’m the king of giving it away

I give it all away

I’m pretty much waiting for the phone to ring

And call me out on all the holes in my abilities it’s fine

But weighing heavy on my mind

Even when it all lines up just right

I can feel the fear and doubt creeping up in my mind it’s ok

It’s probably just something I ate

Self Sabotage is my Christian name

I’m the winner and the loser I’m the king of giving it away

I give it all away

Self Sabotage is my Christian name

I’m the winner and the loser I’m the king of giving it away

I give it all away

I look at me in the mirror every morning I guess

I say I love you and you got it and I think you’re the best I believe

I really don’t believe

It’s pretty clear that it’s always been me against me

Giving audience to all of my anxiety it’s alright

It really ain’t alright

Self Sabotage is my Christian name

I’m the winner and the loser I’m the king of giving it away

I give it all away

Self Sabotage is my Christian name

I’m the winner and the loser I’m the king of giving it away

I give it all away

That’s my Christian name

In this lifelong game